Hello Pain, I’m Purpose

There comes a point in your walk with God where it all just clicks. Okay saying "just clicks" sorta takes away the journey doesn't it? you know like saying "overnight success"? (I knew you would agree). So moving along, Though choosing to live for Christ is the best decision I've ever made, It has its … Continue reading Hello Pain, I’m Purpose

May 4th

Have you ever been to the point where the darkness feels like a place of comfort? Like no matter how bad its gotten, its your very own world and you feel an odd sense of safety. So safe that you consider for just a second to give into its harmonious plea to just end it … Continue reading May 4th

Let’s talk about Sex…

At a young age society has taught me (and many others) that sex along with money and power are the requirements of living a good life. So I say to parents everywhere; its never too early to have real conversations about life with your children. If you don't society will... okay, I'm about to get … Continue reading Let’s talk about Sex…

Angry at God

    I've been on a good little path recently. I've been working on things in my life that only I could fix. Two of the biggest things being getting in shape and shaping up spiritually. While working out I like to tune into some visual entertainment. So I decided to watch a sermon by … Continue reading Angry at God

It’s happening again…

I've often heard that the enemy is a creature of habit... you know steal, kill and destroy without ceasing (John 10:10). The sad thing is, I've fallen for his tricks time and time again. Not that I was consciously choosing him, just that my flesh hasn't been fully crucified. Early on in my walk with … Continue reading It’s happening again…

What now…

I admit, I'm not that great at this being free thing. I mean I was bitter, angry, and unforgiving for most of my spiritual walk (or life but whose counting). I fought day after day, month after month then ultimately years to be rid of those strong holds. So what now? My prayer life is … Continue reading What now…

New Year Same God!!!

.....and He's still calling This year I plan to take back what the enemy has taken from me; my fight. I've been down for a long time, pressing but not quite the same as when I first came to Christ. Too angry, bitter and down on myself to see that God still has a calling … Continue reading New Year Same God!!!

Aftermath

so...    Just like any sin, there are consequences. God is a just God after all. Although, thanks to His grace we aren't always faced with exactly what we put out. Not sure if what I'm going through is similar to Paul's thorn (it sure does feel like a thorny situation).      If you've … Continue reading Aftermath

4 x 4

  So I recently went on a 10 day Daniels fast. I was in desperate need of a cleansing. I wanted to be rid of the distractions in my life. I wanted to stop existing and get back to living for Christ. My flesh was getting in the way, in fact my flesh was the … Continue reading 4 x 4

The Hit List

So I mentioned writing this about a month or so ago...       As I mentioned In my previous posts, I have been struggling with the stronghold of unforgiveness, bitterness, and resentment. This is something that has been deeply rooted in my life stemming from a combination of hurt, low self esteem and fear. … Continue reading The Hit List